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I will not make the same
mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
cause my heart
so much misery

Why is my life like that a tragic life a pathetic life.Everything i do is miserable.Why am i like that.........My Life My Destiny is a whole big giant ball of suck.I live a life of misery.Now i am going to let you all regret i will i will make you all regret for not having me around i want you all to know i am important i am a part of you without me you won't be any complete.

I will not break
the way you did
you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
to never let it get that far

The 13 years of my life is already like that i guess it would not be any harder to move on in this way.

Because of you
I never stray too
far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play
on the safe side
so I don't get hurt

The story of my life is bound to be like that so why not carry on like this at least it will not make any difference.

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid....

Every single mudbloods out there is not worth hitting maybe they do so if YOU(you know who you are) think i am cheap and will do something funny GET A LIFE before i am cheap you are the one who is cheap okay!

I lose my way
and it's not to long before you
point it out
I cannot cry
because I know that's weakness
in your eyes
I'm forced to
fake a smile
a laugh every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break when
it wasn't even whole to start with

Let Me tell you all this time i am with all of you(You should know this all of you who i am referring to dun noe then get a life)I am always force to fake a smile.If you think i am insecured NO i am not okay i am very well fine kicking alive and everytime i am with you i feel pressured.

Because of you
I never stray too
far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play
on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but
everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I am not that Germaine that you see who will abode by your bidding now i have my own thinking so give me back my life and scram don't call me look me up before i turn nasty

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
you should have known better
than to lean on me
You never thought
of anyone else you just saw
your pain
And now I cry in
the middle of the night
for the same damn thing

And yes i am ashamed of my own life i am ashamed why i have such pathetic life that even civillisations would conduct studies on how pathetic i was okay.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the
sidewalk
Because of you
I learnt to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt

True Friends ? Where were they when you need them.I have learned not to trust anyone even my family and friends.I just do not know how to let any one else in .My past is something that can never be erased forever and ever.

Because of you
I try my hardest just to
forget everything
Because of you
I don't know
how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid